Shadows, clouds hide the sun,
Mixed up memories, colliding as if one,
They pop and dash and scrape your skull.
and be damned if you have'mt hit another wall,
You try to sort through the trash,
throw this out, tear that up, file this away,
how did the pile get so high,
I thought I dealt with you,
but your right back in my face,
and I don't want to play,
I want you gone, just get out and go,
Why should I dredge you up from so long ago,
where have you lain idle for the past few years,
while you left me among a sea of tears.
You have a lot of nerve to show up today,
I am stronger now, I am sending you away,
Garbage In, Garbage Out!
There, that's better.
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The above is just a poem.
Have a great day!

It is always amazing to me when I sit in my home; minding my own business; when all of a sudden a long lost memory invades my mind!! Where the heck did that come from?? Thought it was gone?? Ha! A sneak attack it is...and unwanted too!!
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Love
SueAnn
ah but its all too real...and this time of year they come around...i am glad you are stronger now...
ReplyDeleteHI LOVE - a poem of truth and scars all yours to claim and discard if you wish - you have survived and you are in charge, in full command, hallelujah!
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Gail
peace.....
I can so relate to your poem! Esp. when I was getting ready to move from a house to apartment. It was a lot of work to short through all the papers from YEARS of collecting them from my boys growing up. It was very hard to part with anything that gave me memories of them and their younger years. Sigh... I finally got things down to some more manageable containers.
ReplyDeleteI really liked this! Thanks and have a Wonderful Friday and weekend!!
Hugs,
Coreen XO
Maybe we go through the reliving old bad stuff once in awhile to find out how strong we have become. You are a different person now, aren't you, and you can write about it without reliving the hurt. That is all any of us can hope to do. Learn from the experiences in life and move on. Hope you are feeling strong and enjoying the holiday preparations.
ReplyDeleteI can relate too. When we moved here two years ago....I felt it was a great opportunity to get rid of stuff that had been hanging around. For some reason I always thought I might need this or that but had forgotten it was even there. Simplifying feels so great. Have a great weekend Cindy
ReplyDelete' The above is just a poem'.....But I loved it Cinner....
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