There was no sun in the sky again today, so I am settling for this picture that I took on my way home to the farm in early October. My sister always drives, so I just sit back and have the luxury of enjoying the scenery. She always says she likes going on trips with me because the time goes by so fast, I think what she means is that I very seldom am really quiet. I don't know if you have ever had someone that you could talk about anything with, and then think to yourself, gee what did we talk about for the last ten hours, don't know, it does not matter. It just happens! One of the things I have found with my Cataplexy is that making conversation can be very tiring for me, if I am around people that are hard to talk to well I get really tired fast and I get really tired when I go out of my home. My doctor says that that could have nothing to do with my illness, that some people are just wired that way. I used to be one of the most outgoing people I knew! Now I am so content doing my own thing, on my own time, Your going to laugh but the highlight of my day today was going for a nap in the afternoon and getting into bed on fresh clean warm flannel sheets, I sighed and thought, oh this is so good! I remembered days of hanging laundry on the clothesline and smelling them later as I was folding them. Maybe my life has become to simple. Just a thought! Or do I value every little thing that comes along that maybe I would not even be aware of something awful if it landed on my head! Oh yeah, the over analytical Cinner has emerged at 810 this evening. It tells me that I am tired, it tells me that it was such a cool dreary day that I am going to throw my pjs in the dryer so I can jump into them warm. I hope I dream of days filled with sunshine and flowers and a good book, laughing children, balloons, singing birds, where nobody ever gets tired. Then I remind myself if it were not for the tired days, I would not appreciate the energy filled days as much! If you are reading this in the morning I will be off to another doctors apointment. If it is a nice day out I am going to try and get some more photos before the snow comes, hopefully it will stay away for another month. I have lived here too long, knowing that usually if it has arrived by this time of the year, that it is most likely the snow will stay the next time, oh well if it does I guess I will build me a snowman, not just any snowman, but a jolly one with a huge carrot for a nose.......Sorry I just have to say Goodnight my friends.