Thursday, September 17, 2009
water features and tears.
Good Morning, This is a shot I took the other day while we had ventured out to have a look at one of the parks. I always love a water feature because of the sound of running water is so relaxing, if I could have gotten closer it would have been beautiful because of the spray that floats with the wind and lays on your face to cool you off even for a moment. The other thing I saw from this picture is how tumoltuous life can be. Sometime we hold all things inside and then blow our stacks like a water fountain. Now its not a pretty thing is it! Tonight talking to my Mom, ny feelings since my father died just poured out, I had been strong for everybody, being there, helping, guiding, listening, calling everyone and tonight just out of the blue I started to cry with my mom. She said to me you have been so strong through all of this, the strongest of us all. I said tonight I sound like a baby, I said not only am I sad, but I am angry too! Apparently it is all part of the greiving process. She said she had a good cry in the morning, then we eventually got to laughing. We finished our phone call on a positive note, after the call I thought where did all that come from? And I felt a weight lift from my shoulders. I can usually keep pretty positive, but occassionally you have a day that really knocks you on your butt, that was today! I look at the photo tonight and know Dad would be glad I phone mom every morning and night, he would love the spot we found, He always talked about when he got older he would like to do some fishing! Maybe he is, It's all good and I am okay! Maybe it will rain and there will be a rainbow! With life, we just have to wait a moment to be reminded of all our blessings!With that as my final thought, When I awake in the morning it really will be my best day! There is no other option!