A Car for a Lawnmower! A Steal of a Deal!

Lots has been happening in my life lately.

One of the most exciting is getting to know others

that have the same illness as I.

To know your not alone and to have others

understand exactly what is happening.

I guess to fit, to belong, to be enough.

To be okay just as one is, accepting!

For ten years I kept telling myself, Don't sell your car,

You will drive again one day!Soon you will be better.

Well here it is 10 years this summer,

so out of the blue last week I sold my car,

My pink car named Precious.

Was I sad to let her go. No I was in charge

knowing this was the best thing for me.

That had been my independance, but I did not need to keep it

anymore as I am okay with whom I am.

Everytime I look out where I had it parked

I smile to myself, Holding onto the past no matter what

it  be, can be exhausting!

I have to admit that my husband was shocked

when he came home and saw the car gone.

We had talked about it, I think he thought I never would

have sold it. He also thought I should have gotten more money.

I think I did good and I told him it was not about the money.

so now instead of a car we are going to buy a new lawnmower.

So on this long weekend

hopefully we will be cutting the grass and playing in the yard,

sitting in the sun!

Have a great long weekend!

Don't ever let anything hold you back

from knowing that you are

enough,

And if you have people in your life or in blogland

that tell you otherwise, well then Thank your lucky stars

and leave them Behind!

Until next time,

Cindy