Sunday, August 16, 2009
No pretending Here
My pond in the back yard, could have been a nice picture, but lurking in behind the rock is the garden hose. I love photography and I have a few blogs that I follow that take the most fabulous photos. It is amazing what they can do, I guess like staging a house when you want to sell it, you maybe have to stage a picture..That I could do I suppose. What I could not do is stage anything about myself! This is who I am, take it or leave it kinda girl, large and in charge baby! If someone has an issue with my weight, well theres the door, this is who I am, you either love me or leave me. It is sad that often we are judged on the outside, which I don't think is half bad! I choose to see inner beauty first, for that is the magic in an individual. I think you can tell instantly if someone is kind, caring, and genuine! I pray today that I can be strong when I am around a certain individual who loves to press my buttons. You teach people how to treat you, so I am the responsible one that bites my tongue because she is older and is my husbands mother. My husband has spoken to her too, but we may as well beat our heads against a wall. I am thinking of writing a letter, but then I will come across as being all dramatic. So what would you do to handle this, or would you even bother? I could really use your insight on this! Have a great Sunday. I don't like to complain, there is just so much more to me than my weight that it is very frustrating. I just want to be loved as I am...is that too much to ask for!