Bliss was listening to the U2 concert in my backyard.
ha once my dogs stopped barking.
The wind was blowing just the right way from the
it was like heaven sent to me.
So I was watering my plants, rocking it out,
yes cool in my back yard.
Hubby was at a ball game,
too bad for him although they were still rocking
when he came home.
I know it would have been a great concert.
I just am not able to do crowds like that,
and well truthfully being on a disability does not
make for extra funds,,,,so next best thing for me
I have to admit this morning I am a nervous Nellie,
off to see yet another Surgeon, and I am feeling like
I don't want to see another doctor.
I have had my fair share in the last eight years.
There will be a thousand questions about
Cataplexy, the I have never heard of that.
Jeepers don't I just sound like a wimp today,
and when I get there I will be just fine,
I know this, I am like this every single time.
Anyway I better get ready,
the funny question
how are you today?
I will say fine and then think to myself,
if I was fine why the heck am I here.
But you don't want to say
I really feel like crap today.
And I don't feel that way, I am just scared
about some of these results.
so Cinner get yourself together,
get some darned clothes on,
you don't want to scare them out of the office,
put on your Happy Face and go do what you must do
to get better.
Case closed, I wonder if I am crazy because
I have to talk to myself like this...
Please be kind when you answer this for me.
Hubby is at work, if he were here
I would be just fine.
He told me he knows I will be just fine,
my SIL is taking me, so yes it will be all good.
Anyway that is all from Crazyville today.
Hope you all have a wonderful day.
I am coming home and plan to meditate in my yard,
may even go to the park and do some Tai Chi.
I n my area there are about 10 elderly people
that do this every morning, and I have to say it is beautiful to watch them.
Obviously they have been doing it for years. I sometimes practice with them
kind of off to the side, I always get the thumbs up.
They inspire me, so enough For today,
I am stalling, I gotta run.
Are you afraid of doctors?
I would love to hear.