Thursday, June 2, 2011

U2, Crazyville, silly Cinner

Bliss was listening to the U2 concert in my backyard.
ha once my dogs stopped barking.
The wind was blowing just the right way from the 
Commonwealth Stadium,
it was like heaven sent to me.
So I was watering my plants, rocking it out,
yes cool in my back yard.
Hubby was at a ball game,
too bad for him although they were still rocking
when he came home.
I know it would have been a great concert.
I just am not able to do crowds like that,
and well truthfully being on a disability does not
make for extra funds,,,,so next best thing for me
was perfect.
I have to admit this morning I am a nervous Nellie,
off to see yet another Surgeon, and I am feeling like
I don't want to see another doctor.
I have had my fair share in the last eight years.
There will be a thousand questions about 
Cataplexy, the I have never heard of that.
Jeepers don't I just sound like a wimp today,
and when I get there I will be just fine,
I know this, I am like this every single time.
Anyway I better get ready,
the funny question
how are you today?
I will say fine and then think to myself,
if I was fine why the heck am I here.
But you don't want to say
I really feel like crap today.
And I don't feel that way, I am just scared 
about some of these results.
so Cinner get yourself together,
get some darned clothes on,
you don't want to scare them out of the office,
put on your Happy Face and go do what you must do
to get better.
Case closed, I wonder if I am crazy because
I have to talk to myself like this...
Please be kind when you answer this for me.
Hubby is at work, if he were here
I would be just fine.
He told me he knows I will be just fine,
my SIL is taking me, so yes it will be all good.
Anyway that is all from Crazyville today.
Hope you all have a wonderful day.
I am coming home and plan to meditate in my yard,
may even go to the park and do some Tai Chi.
I n my area there are about 10 elderly people
that do this every morning, and I have to say it is beautiful to watch them.
Obviously they have been doing it for years. I sometimes practice with them
kind of off to the side, I always get the thumbs up.
They inspire me, so enough For today,
I am stalling, I gotta run.
Take care.
Are you afraid of doctors?
I would love to hear.

8 comments:

  1. i hope that the trip to the doctor goes well...and i pray it will all be fine...cool on the concert...going to baltimore to see U2 in about 3 weeks...

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  2. Cinner, keeping you in my good thoughts and prayers! With your good attitude, I just know all will be ok!
    Hang in there, dear!

    Oh, how wonderful that you got to listen to U2 from your backyard.
    Love U2!

    Hugs to you!

    Margie

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  3. I can't think of a better way to hear a U2 concert then in my own backyard. I had nieces and nephews attend and they said it was great.
    I only like my family doctor, the rest not so much but it is something we have to do don't we. I hope it all went well for you. I love the idea of meditating outside although I have never done it (I always fall asleep when I meditate)........:-)Hugs

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  4. I had to laugh about the doctor asking you "how are you?"

    One day I was at my dr feeling horrible, and he asked the same thing when he first came in. I told him that well, how do you THINK I feel?! I'm at the doctors office!

    We both laughed, and he admitted that they actually do that on purpose, as a sort of "test" to see what you say. I've been going to him for 20 years, so we can joke a little. :-)

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  5. Cinner you are always in my thoughts too! Hang in there my friend...All will be well...Hugs to you...

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  6. I hope everything went okay at the doctor's. Sometimes doctors are quite nice and sometimes they can be real bastards to deal with, especially specialists. I've had some nasty run-ins over the years. And yet others are just sweethearts!

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  7. Oh honey! I hope all went well today. ((hugs)) I am not afraid of doctors...but the dentist scares the crap out of me!!! xo

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  8. Hello, my friend. I haven't been around the blog block in ages what with the end of the school year craziness. I wanted to stop by and tell you how much I've missed you and this inspiring place you have created here. It's good to be back.

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